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1月21日 Happy LifeAlways thought life was that dark in the past. Never think of it could be so happy. I like the life style here. And I'd like to keep it forever. I found out that I was back again to that middle school happy girl who I have lost for a long time,it's very hard for me to get it back. I will cherish what I possess right now. And I would really pray to God for those give me their whole-heared support! Thank you, guys! I love u all! 1月10日 好好学习，天天向上！Haven't studied for a long time.Bad girl! It's me, but not me as well. The new semester is right before. Plenty of things are expected to be done in this semester. It will be a busy and rich one. Most of the things here have been familiar already.So.....it's time to concerntrate on my study!
 Still like the weather here,compared with the other states of America. Under such of good condition,no reason to waste time and youth. Like most students here, they spent all their youth here, for what? They should have the reasons of their own. How many days, months, years...... Time goes by like this! When they look back, if anything lost in their life?Could be some! But anyone would experiece as a loser or winner sometime. Not that bad, only if can you learn from the lessons!
Miss the old way of life,like the new one also.Anyway I will hang in there. I am just that stubborn.Hehe...
Be really grateful to those love me and I love! Good luck!  1月5日 LessonsWhen one has grown up! She has to face up to everything by herself bravely. Only she can tell how tough the life would be.Feel sorry to many people care her,regret doing many things shoudn't do. Regardless of how many troubles she met,how many bitter,sad,miserable experience she got, she had the lessons with her as the treasure of her life at least. She became stronger and stornger after experiencing all those difficulties before her. But it doesn't mean she would be a super-woman which is not her goal of life. She can live alone in this society,to say the least. It's good to her though she has to confront herself.
One of the meanings of life could be love which consists of a lot. Generally,One might not be alone completely without any of those. But maybe someone can live that way with less happiness she believes. She herself doesn't wanna try that way,coz she is not strong enough to prepare that way of life. But in another word, she doesn't know what way of life she is pursuing and which way is better. Maybe just by feeling to live is the best choice though kind of silly,simple,naive...but matchs that simple mind of hers well. She is full satisfied with the simple life that makes her at ease. Coz she wanna be a happy girl. Only that simple.
She even doesn't know if God would give her a chance to achieve her tiny hope. But she is trying and keeping it as long as she can.Like one of piano music she heard from one of her friends.It goes so comfortable,but a little bit chilly.That's her mood at most time of herlife so far. No one knows what's going on in her mind actually and she doesn't wanna tell,coz she even doesn't know herself.
Life is what...is that you can master in somewhere. but never try to figure out what is happening or will happen,coz it won't tell you exactly. So, what is life----- of interest!
1月2日 眼泪的滋味听着这样一首乐曲......静静地坐在pc前，写下了2007年的第一个篇章......
不知道此时此刻自己的心情到底是什么样的，不知道未来的路有多难走，不知道是否自己就此该回到纯真的小时候......
窗外蒙蒙细雨，在这样一个新年的早晨，我的心情是这样的复杂......
想起了从前，想起了自己那时无所顾忌的欢笑，现在的我还可以拥有那样的笑容吗？
我对自己笑笑......可以，只要自己愿意并且无所顾忌；不可以，现在已经不同往日了。
时间就这样冲刷着我的记忆，冲刷着我的心，冲刷着我身边的一切......
眼泪的滋味又有谁能够体会，只有自己承担所有的喜怒哀乐，可是,这样的我已经如此的麻木不仁，如同行尸走肉，在这个世界苟活着......
这样多愁善感的自己却一再地受到心灵的折磨......不想让自己这样痛苦，但......生活却这样喜欢与我这样的vulnerable girl 开玩笑。
In the rain, In the dream, In my mind...... I saw you leave me without saying anything, even I always say that insufferable remarks "LEAVE ME ALONE", now you helped me to achieve my aim. But I even still don't know what I should say to you. But this time I am gonna be a good manner, "THANK YOU SO MUCH"!
Maybe to be alone is the best choice for the vulnerable girl, she likes that way, coz she won't get any happiness as well as sadness. That flat way of life is her favorite!
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